By the Lakeside~

Saw her today
By the lake side
This time
I had my chance
I went after
But somehow
I chicken out
Feeding fish with Kenny instead
What was I thinking...
I sat bedside her
Look her in the eyes
Her make up was perfect
Eyes are as beautiful as always
Her smile was innocent
She's Lovely~
I couldn't stand being like this anymore
I should have told her
How much I missed her
I wanna held her in my arms
Tightly~
I can't
I'm a failure
I'm too Embarrassed to do so
My Mind went Blank every time I get a chance to see her
I hate myself
A Lot~