What have I done all these time~

What the Fuck?
Being so productive for what?
Come so early everyday for what?
Work so hard for what?
Relationship?
Why am I still on her?
Sharon~
Why do I love her so much?
Knowing that she doesn't?
What the hell am I doing?
Like seriously...
I just wanna be with her...
I'll keep on trying~
Tulips in my room
Are dieing...
Should have gave it to her that night...
I didn't sleep well
And I was busy on Sundays
I'm such a fuck up person...